If you have not yet spoken with the Lord God Almighty, and the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God, about whether you might be too self focused, that in itself is an infallible declaration that you are indeed much too self focused. You should know that it is impossible to see the face of God, if you are focused on yourself. It also is impossible to see the gates to eternity, if your focus is on yourself.
You may think that you have a thousand years in which to deal with the issue of self focus. However, the Lord God Almighty determines whether or not you are ready for eternity when the gates to his kingdom are ready to be sealed. When the gates are ready to be sealed, the Lord God Almighty will separate the good fish from the bad. Only the good fish, the disciples whose hearts have been purified, will be sealed into his millennial kingdom for the thousand years of Christ’s millennial reign.