The Lord God Almighty abhors recalcitrance in individuals. They appear to be as two-year old twins, battling for the right to be acknowledged as independent human beings. If you feel the lack of acknowledgement, as a human being with an independent voice, you should confess that feeling to the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God, and seek his advice on how you should address the problem. It is never addressed by repeated recalcitrance. Nor is it ever addressed by outright defiance.
When you speak with the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God, tell him precisely when you began to feel the lack of acknowledgement as a human being. Tell him what led to the circumstances, and how it was resolved, if in fact there was a resolution. Tell him how frequently you engage in acts of defiance and recalcitrance, and the usual outcome. Reveal to him your ideal self, if these issues were resolved. Ask him to help you to achieve that ideal state.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai