Having someone do something that denies, or confirms for you something that has troubled you for months is not mere happenstance. If you are troubled by something, the chances are that the Lord God Almighty is hearing your concerns being repeated in your head and in your heart. After several days, weeks or months of hearing those concerns, he often sends you any information that might address the concerns.
Instead, the Lord God Almighty needs you to vocalize any and all of your concerns when you pray in the spirit. Furthermore, make a list of all of the issues or concerns you have that relate to the kingdom of God. Ask the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God to address each issue, and listen in your heart for his response.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai