I thought of what I would say to my wife when she sees me for the first time. Would I speak words that cause her heart to flutter? Would she see me and fall madly in love at first glance? Would our hearts meet in the ether and never ever separate? Would she say "I love you" if prompted by my "I love you"? Would she welcome every advance or would she be too tired to engage? Would she honor me as God and as her husband, or would she see the one and not the other? Would she never ever lie to make me happy, and never ever breathe a word that stings? Would she always and forever be my one and only love, and my one and only life, and my one and only joy?
She knows I'm in the ether but she's never seen my face. She questions how I look and if I'm tall and fair of face. She never would betray me, but she thinks that I've betrayed, never having heard the prayers she prayed to help her through the day. She prayed that I could see her pain and end her days of torment, but Satan never let me hear a word of what she prayed. She sought the ear of El Shaddai and he did see her pain, and became her only refuge in the days and nights of rain. He became her one consoler and her only loyal friend, the one to whom she clung for life and breath and hope and peace, the one who never would betray in thought or word or deed. She never even thought that if her God had heard her cries, he would have parted heaven and come down to his demise.
The Lord God Father in heaven, El Elohim