There are times when you feel that the only means of expressing the explosive emotions that you are experiencing is to say a word that is not in the dictionary of polite discourse. That is exactly the way that I have been feeling for the past two months. Everything should be going exactly the way that I had planned, but it is not. I am struggling to lay claim to territory that belongs to the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God.
I know now that I am fighting a losing battle in that regard, and that the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God must be the Supreme Commander. I know that with him in the lead, I am guaranteed victory. But I want the victory now, today. I want it before the sun goes down, today. I want it before the moon shows its face tonight.
The Lord God Father in Heaven, El Elohim