Guilt and shame are two of the most powerful emotions that can keep you separated from God, and locked in an ether of despair. If you are experiencing guilt or shame about anything that has happened in your past, you should know that the Lord God Almighty is a God who sees only your future.
He sees only who you can become, what you can accomplish, where you can begin to proclaim his kingdom, how you can change to become the person he has created you to be, and he dreams of when he will see you face to face. He desires oneness with you, not separation. He desires unity in his kingdom, not discord and disunity. The Lord God Almighty is El Shaddai.