Having a spiritual awakening is very much like awakening from a deep sleep, because you are in a similar state of limited awareness when you awaken, and you remain in that state sometimes for an extended period at the beginning of your day. The most significant difference between a physical awakening and a spiritual awakening is that a spiritual awakening is controlled by you, while a physical awakening is controlled by God.
Only you can decide whether you will awaken spiritually. Only you can decide whether or not you will awaken to God's love. You can decide today; you can decide now. Furthermore, you can decide that for all eternities combined you will remain awake to God, and to the love of God.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai