If you are unable to swim, when you encounter a body of water such as a swimming pool, you probably are limited to wading in the water. You are not likely to attempt to swim without prior knowledge and instruction on the mechanics of swimming. Similarly, in the kingdom of God, you have two options. You can spend the days figuratively wading in water, or you can ask the Holy Spirit Of God to teach you the mechanics of "swimming."
You are much more likely to grow spiritually if you are being individually taught by the Holy Spirit on a daily basis. When you discover your mission and purpose, the Holy Spirit will lead you into them and teach you how to fulfill them. If you need to change, the Holy Spirit can teach you what to do. Ask the Holy Spirit to become your personal coach for your unique circumstances.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai