When your goal is to create a new "status quo" the last thing that you would want to do is to feed the frenzy associated with the current status quo, and vice versa. Thus, if your goal is to discredit the new way of being, you should not be expected to feed the frenzy that is associated with that new way of being.
There are many who are claiming that they did everything that they were required to do in order to see Jesus Of Nazareth, but have not seen him. On closer examination, it seems that many went to his location with the expectation that they will see a ghost or an apparition, or at the very least, that they will see his light in the ether. If these are the circumstances under which you went, you are not likely to have seen him.
If you choose to return, do so under the direct guidance of the indwelling Holy Spirit Of God. Pray before you embark on the journey, then do exactly what the Holy Spirit tells you to do. Only the pure in heart will see God.
The Lord God Almighty El Shaddai